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by ~blackhearted7x
A Mothers AddictionYou look at me, I'm looking back, You ignore me and walk on past. I'm screaming at you "WHAT HAVE YOU LOST?" When you gamble whats really the cost? How many chances does one get while sqimming in a pool of regret? You walk on through. You don't really care while i scream at you "IS ANYONE THERE?" and am only answered back with a stare. I'm at the end wondering what to do. And where is the mother i could look to? now I'm Sitting here After fighting there right next to you. Now I don't know what to do. When you let control you. After i fought and fought for you i really home you know Mom i love you but i don't know how much more i can do. When A Mothers Addiction
by ~blackhearted7x
back up againYou put me back together again. When I have once been hammered down. I'm always ready for the next round with you helping me off the ground. I love how you keep me sound when i feel like breaking down and when no one wants to stay around you helped me back up when i have fallen down. You know i'd do the same for you when you need me call me and i'll help you threw. somce tjat first day i knew you were the one that have and who'll always help me threw just the way you always do and forever will i stay right by your side if you really want me to i'd gladly live every day with you if you truely want me to... back up again
by ~blackhearted7x
DieLeave a whisper for those who try to calm the ones that will die. Forget the ones that have died for you'll be the next in line. So go a head and try you'll still die just remember no matter what you do I'm still going to kill you.... Die
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i don't know any more

Thu Sep 20, 2007, 7:33 PM
well my grandfather has now passed away and the last person i had ever felt close to is now gone.. i don't think i can be close to anyone.. the pain i have when they are near to me is greater than being alone.. which i am now... i had only 3 people in my life that i cared for and i have abandoned myself to 1 and the others have left me by way of death which i see would probly be better than i am now... i wonder how much that would make me feel better and hurt less i constantly fight my head and heart on how i feel and the descisions i make and have made about the person i abandoned i loved him i truely did but i don't think i can ever take back what i had done to him... and it hurts.. i hurt and i know he does or did i'm sure he has gotten over me by now... but i do still think of him... but nothing can ever ease the pain from death and abandon ment and i'm sorry eric forgive me... and just remember i loved you i did i just felt like i needed to be alone.. my mind won't rest my heart won't stop hurting and i'm just glad i had a chance to know you and yes i know those reasons probly weren't good enough but i fallowed my heart and did what i felt i had to do and if i hurt you in any way i'm sorry i will stay away and i shall never enterfear with any one again so as soon as i find out how i will delete this account and let you be rid of me.. so goodbye all

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  • Current Residence: ponca city, oklahoma
  • Interests: none to exciting, i've been working to much
  • Favourite movie: blood and chocolate
  • Favourite band or musician: stone sour
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK AND METAL ONLY
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edger allen poe and brian lumley ((necroscope))
  • Shell of choice: the kind that keeps you away from me
  • Wallpaper of choice: the kind that would cover "ALL" stains
  • Favourite game: Halo
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: father Able nightroad ((trinity blood - anime))
  • Personal Quote: ooo kinky, ooo niffty, hey thats spiffy, hey there sexeh man
  • Tools of the Trade: notebook, pen, and brain.... ((yea suprising enough i have one of those))

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~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 19, 2006, 4:08:24 PM
u guys are so quiet

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Oct 21, 2006, 6:36:37 PM
lol im so sowwy, was busy talking to this really really really hot chick on the phone o WAIT A MINUTE, ITS YOU! I WAS TALKING TO YOU!! BWAAHAHAHAHAH but ya....i love you much sweetems :D never forget that k

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
Mood: Obsessed ~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 23, 2006, 2:44:55 PM
lol aww your so cute and sweet, and i won't forget if you don't foget that i love you just as much ^_^

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Oct 23, 2006, 4:29:43 PM
guess what, you've got your self a deal my sexy ladeh >:)

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
Mood: Excited ~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 27, 2006, 12:25:05 PM
score!!!!

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Aug 10, 2006, 12:24:00 AM
~*Ninja-esk entrance*~ so....whats everyone up to... >_> :ninjaeat:

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
~Fediken:iconFediken: Aug 9, 2006, 2:50:48 PM
o.o Kate? Tis that you? Cool, I'll be like...watching you and stuff. ^^

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"Besides, I fell in love with that lonely little girl I met so long ago..."
Mood: Mortified ~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Aug 9, 2006, 10:47:48 PM
yeah...... >_>...... <_<....see i knew ppl were watching me....>_>.....<_<.....and ppl though i was crazy... pffffftttt.....lol yea i'm crazy.... so any who whad up yo?
... wow grim reaper dude niffty

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
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