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i don't know any more

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 20, 2007, 7:33 PM
well my grandfather has now passed away and the last person i had ever felt close to is now gone.. i don't think i can be close to anyone.. the pain i have when they are near to me is greater than being alone.. which i am now... i had only 3 people in my life that i cared for and i have abandoned myself to 1 and the others have left me by way of death which i see would probly be better than i am now... i wonder how much that would make me feel better and hurt less i constantly fight my head and heart on how i feel and the descisions i make and have made about the person i abandoned i loved him i truely did but i don't think i can ever take back what i had done to him... and it hurts.. i hurt and i know he does or did i'm sure he has gotten over me by now... but i do still think of him... but nothing can ever ease the pain from death and abandon ment and i'm sorry eric forgive me... and just remember i loved you i did i just felt like i needed to be alone.. my mind won't rest my heart won't stop hurting and i'm just glad i had a chance to know you and yes i know those reasons probly weren't good enough but i fallowed my heart and did what i felt i had to do and if i hurt you in any way i'm sorry i will stay away and i shall never enterfear with any one again so as soon as i find out how i will delete this account and let you be rid of me.. so goodbye all

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: hate me today

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: ponca city, oklahoma
  • Interests: none to exciting, i've been working to much
  • Favourite movie: blood and chocolate
  • Favourite band or musician: stone sour
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK AND METAL ONLY
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edger allen poe and brian lumley ((necroscope))
  • Shell of choice: the kind that keeps you away from me
  • Wallpaper of choice: the kind that would cover "ALL" stains
  • Favourite game: Halo
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: father Able nightroad ((trinity blood - anime))
  • Personal Quote: ooo kinky, ooo niffty, hey thats spiffy, hey there sexeh man
  • Tools of the Trade: notebook, pen, and brain.... ((yea suprising enough i have one of those))

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~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 27, 2006, 12:25:05 PM Mood: Excited
score!!!!

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Oct 23, 2006, 4:29:43 PM
guess what, you've got your self a deal my sexy ladeh >:)

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 23, 2006, 2:44:55 PM Mood: Obsessed
lol aww your so cute and sweet, and i won't forget if you don't foget that i love you just as much ^_^

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Oct 21, 2006, 6:36:37 PM
lol im so sowwy, was busy talking to this really really really hot chick on the phone o WAIT A MINUTE, ITS YOU! I WAS TALKING TO YOU!! BWAAHAHAHAHAH but ya....i love you much sweetems :D never forget that k

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Oct 19, 2006, 4:08:24 PM
u guys are so quiet

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Xtremenace:iconXtremenace: Aug 10, 2006, 12:24:00 AM
~*Ninja-esk entrance*~ so....whats everyone up to... >_> :ninjaeat:

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BURN!!
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Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...

~*Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot*~
~blackhearted7x:iconblackhearted7x: Aug 9, 2006, 10:47:48 PM Mood: Mortified
yeah...... >_>...... <_<....see i knew ppl were watching me....>_>.....<_<.....and ppl though i was crazy... pffffftttt.....lol yea i'm crazy.... so any who whad up yo?
... wow grim reaper dude niffty

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the hours are breathing faint and low and when amid no earthly moans, down down that town shall settle hence hell rising from a thousand thrones shall do it reverance.
~Fediken:iconFediken: Aug 9, 2006, 2:50:48 PM
o.o Kate? Tis that you? Cool, I'll be like...watching you and stuff. ^^

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"Besides, I fell in love with that lonely little girl I met so long ago..."